::alone in love*::

2006-03-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

ASSESSMENT WEEK'S OVER! I AM SO HAPPY! i see myself bouncing but i'm quite out of strength now. lol. tmr no school, can slack a bit. haha. bet ppl are all jealous. lol.

i shall start reading books cos there's no hw at all! the thing is i forgot to go borrow more books from the school library. how forgetful. ):

sat's the ZHPS camp. i hope i'll survive through. it's the whole day.. need to wake up like at 5pm in the morning? haiz.. i hope it'll be fun mixing around with the small kids. lol.

i dunno what else to say except i'm rotting in front of the comp.. i'm feeling so sleepy but i refuse to sleep! argh! ok. maybe i should just do something. watch vcd again and again? haiz..

i should just forget about blogging. zZz..

2006-02-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

had road run today.. really tired now. haiz.. later still got gz class. wanna pon lahx. but mum say cannot. actually pon is not because i'm in lala land.. cos i want go collect my new gz! wahahaha! wait for 2 months le! can wait to see my new husband! lol. anyway, road run was okay.. ran the whole thing through with silvia. ly pang-seh-ed (if there's such a word) us at the last bit. ): hm.. today's run was so much better than that time PE, dunno why. haha.

cant blog much today cos my hw pile has reached it's maximum. so many stuffs due next wk. haiz.. guess i should get going.. happy early birthday to mengtian. she's back in shenyang. cant wait to see her when she comes back to visit us at the end of the month! (: so long..

2006-02-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say except that i dont know what to write for MI! wah! haiz.. shall write some crap that looks meaningful. bleh. haha.

thanks Jerry for treating me and qh to memoirs of a geisha movie. sorry for not knowing that you actually eat popcorn while you watch movies.. it's not my fault. qh's down with flu and i'm getting it. haiz.. oh. and thanks for the tong hua score. i'll hao hao lian de. (: but it'll take ages. han jiang yun more important and if weilong ever chance across this, i wanna say i already know how to play the right hands parts. lol. ok. i'll cut the crap.

something dreadful happened today.. i'm feeling so ashamed of myself. how can i forget to tell ms lim we dont have cca today?! arh. forget it. i'll let her whack me on friday. :S

went to the bank after school.. i've got enough money to go to Japan in June! i'm so so happy! (: (: but must still save up if there's an international CO fest competition in Beijing. that'll cost even more. it wont be enough. :(

i'm starting to read the chronicles of Narnia.. thanks to Jerry for lending me. (: the thing is, it's the first time i ever yawn while reading a book.. oops. sorry. no offence meant. maybe i'm just too tired. lol. yea. and the story is a bit too fantasy.. i'm half way through the first book and i think i'm almost at the part where i decided to stop reading it 3 years ago.. bleh.

ok. i shouldnt rot here. looking forward to my cofy bed and that is if i ever finish the short paragraph of gan xiang for MI's philosophy of science.. lol. what is so philosophical about science? i still dont get it.. haiz.. yes! tomorrow 8.30am then start school. ok. must work faster now. (:

in search for a new blogskin. (:

2006-01-29T16:29:00.001+08:00

oh no! it's almost two months since i last blogged. how come time flies so fast? sec 4 already! lol. must jia you for HCL 'O's this year. really scary! *shivers*

forget about that now. today's the first day of CNY! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to EVERYONE and may the dog year be a blessed one for all of you! (: oh! must wish cousins JERRY and ZHI XIAN a very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! must go get extra money from the adults. lol. see you guys tomorrow! =D

came back from my da bo's house two hours ago.. this year's buffet style cos my da bo niang's family came! wah. imagine how crowded lahx. some of them left and will come back at a later time. oh! they renovated their house. so nice lohx. cant wait for my mum to get a contractor soon! must make sure i get a music room to store my guzheng and a new one coming soon! whee! back to my cousins.. so now they each got a room.. i think cousin Lester's one's nicer.. sorry Mark gor gor.. but i think Mark's got a wonderful idea of displaying the clothings.. like go shopping for shirts like that. hm.. i believe Lester's one must be very luan so never display. haha. hm.. since got so many people, the children's are sure to be the happiest.. got more hong baos what. yeah! (:

i tried playing the organ. really need to polish my skills. how can i forget the only nice piece that i know how to play?! haiz.. anyway, i must must finish my gz grades to do piano again! i think i'm gonna take ages. haiz..

guess i should go back and work on that irritating persuasive essay. currently, my word count is still a big fat zero. oops! haha. oh! i wanna thank 5th uncle for helping me with my econs project. i would have died without the extra informations. thanks thanks thanks loads! (:

2005-11-24T13:57:00.000+08:00

finally, i'm finding time to blog. i'm sorry for the deadness of this blog. i know i've neglected it for so so long. thanks to those who urge me to blog. luv ya! (:

ok. the year's coming to an end and christmas is coming! hooray! yeah! hm.. my family havent decide how we should celebrate. heard that we'll be going malaysia. see how first. the answer should be out by tonight! whee!

i'm slacking right now. dad's probably mugging. he's on course. first aid course. muahahahha! i'm a certified first aider for 3 whole years! muahahaha. i can save your life! (: he'll be having his test later and guess what?! he knows the examiner. *faints* i'm getting the wrong idea that somehow he has to pass even without being examine. haha. so last night i was making fun of him. 'how about with breathing and no pulse.' that was suppose to be a good one but he knew the answer! sobs! haha.

qh and i are crazy. we are sleeping in a tent! haha. we decided to camp in the living room for 3 nights probably. :p she's gone for choir exco meeting. haha. her camp's failing. better not let her hear it.

so for hols, we went to jiang nan province.. is that how i'm suppose to put it? haha. the guides there are so cute. all their english names begin with 'A'! haha. it was most enjoyable but there were regrets for me. especially in Shanghai. we were at Nanjing Road and we came pass this shop that sells chinese instruments. so obviously i'm so so crazy over it. since the shop sells goods right from the factory i think, the prices are like way lower than in Singapore. the best gz is only RMB 2270! and that's like 500+ in Singapore money! if i were to get it here, it'll be 1000 over! thank god my mum promise to go back again next time. so from that day, i kept on seeing gzs around! one in the restaurant that we went, one in Yangzhou.. haiz. those are memories. i really must thank my dad for buying the whole set of strings for RMB93. this is so freaking cheap! gwenda left for bejing 2 days ago and i told her to get more for the school. (: oh! and the nails only cos about $6 after convertions. i should have bought them! argh!

back to now, njgz's working super hard for next year's concert. since everyone's so hardworking, i should say i'm working like mad. after exams, i've got the rest of the songs to work on. especially my double duet and the trio piece. one with gwenda, probably one with mr ong and the last one gz exco members. oh no! haiz.. i must survive the fear. come on baoz. u can do it. must get many of my friends to watch. haha :p

2005-07-24T16:08:00.000+08:00

doing bio now but decide to slack a bit..

gwenda rox! omg! haha.. cant imagine wat's gonna happen when weilong goes swimming wif LC! muahahaha.. omg! we were toking abt whether we were free on sat, go buy gifts 4 seniors as farewell gift @ ikea after cca. budden i not free cos need go watch qh ndp final rehearsal.. so weilong saed okae @ first den saed cannot cos he going swimming wif other frenz. so we wondered how it would b lyk having LC go wif weilong instead.. den we decided to tell LC budden gwenda sae dowan in de end. haha

sat's concert run thru was terrible. our yao zhu totalli so diu ren lian lohx. haiz.. den our syf piece oso got screwed up. haiz.. concert's in 5 daes lahx! *screamz* how? haiz.. we havin xtra prac on mon again. hope it's gd. j1s need more bucking up. yupz. realli realli need push them.

post was announced yesterdae.. not realli happi though. den weilong still joke he my shang si. wadeva lohx. haha.. he deserves dat post. seriousli. though he oso not happy cos wanted to stay in dazu wat. haha.. so now, anething 2 do wif gz shall be involving de 3 of us.. oh. erm.. weilong's SL, i'm ASL n gwenda's gz QM. i realli should b happi lohx cos i'm de youngest mah. but some how i juz feel realli realli down. but anyway, realli mus congratulate ye wee n meisee lohx. whoa! both oso games com one! whee! games com rox. realli.

kk, got 2 go concentrate on wrk liao. so much to do. i'm regretting spending first two wks of enrichment wk slacking! argh!

2005-07-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

nth much to sae except that concert is in 9 days time! i'm freaking out.. looks like wenqian's not coming back so i've got to play the 'zhan tai feng' part myself! i'm so so dam scared! argh! anewae, my 4 best buds from nygz going for njco concert! *screamz* thx 4 de great support manz. realli. i shall get them something. thx mar ho, jie n huimin 4 de small gift! thx mar sim for ur big hug too! if i'm not wrong u were de onli one who hugged me during FOA.. whee!

i cut my hair.. cant tie liao! *sobs!* i tot de jie will not cut till so short but i was wrong.. but nvm. i still lyk de wae it is.. (: haha..

i havent finish harry potter! why am i so slow? haha.. nvm. i noe ppl who r slower..

tmr got co exco elects meeting.. pub stunt for concert. hm.. hope it realli goes well.. best prac presentation need some touching up. should b discussing tmr.

fri got cca again.. let's hope de j1s do well cos i'm realli worried! how i wish i'm sitting @ de back.. liddat can play more. realli cant stand it without playing lyk practicalli half the song.. so dam diaow lohx.. sit there bai mei.. -.-

dat dae sat taxi home wif lao shi.. we tokked abt food all de wae from sch to her hse there.. i was so hungry on de taxi.. oh n when we walked out of sch.. JY's mum offered to send us to near their hse there den we take bus.. luckili lao shi rejected.. i wun wan though. cant wait to tell gwenda.. haha so funni! whee!

2005-07-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

ok. thanks a lot to those who kept on reminding me to update my blog. I know it's really dead cause instead of blogging, i went to change the template. okiez. so here's what happened recently..

friday's gz was a total crap. we had a new seating plan for the new song 'yao zhu wu qu' and guess wat, she made me sit in front, right in the middle. hiaz.. the thing is, she cut out so many parts! we neva get to play apart from those at the back.. wat is this manz. i rather sit at the back lohx! i dowan to bai mei mah. let's hope she'll juz block me from the audience view.

i wan wenqian back! i dowan play solo. my solo sux lahx! i've got this terrible audience fright! argh! how?!?! haiz.. actualli shouldnt be that bad cos if wenqian realli not coming back.. i can still dun need play her fei tian solo cos my 7 alwaes ya bu zhun. haha.. den mengtian mus play. haha. gd for her. she so dam pro lahx. she playing solo piece called 'yi li her pan'. haha.. dat dae she had to choose the gown to wear.. in the end need go buy new one. so sad lohx. waste money. heard lao shi going with her. hope it'll turn out alrite cos.. u noe, different taste n dun 4get qualified music ppl has got realli realli weird taste! yupz. cant believe it rite? it's true. practicalli all music ppl i noe are liddat. wat to do? haiz.. haha

todae collected harry potter bk 6! whee! i shall hide it from qh. haha.. see how first. hmm.. so sad that it's shorter than de last bk by abt 100 pgs! *sobs* ritez. i shall start reading it tmr.

went FOA in de afternoon. not bad manz. chi dance rox lahx! so dam cool! co oso. gz was gd except dat 'huo ji' was too soft n 'xiang yun' got not qi parts. hope dey did well for the evening one. oh n i bought flowers for all of them lahx. actualli didnt spend much so nvm. however, mum, dad n me wrapped them lyk siao lohx cos not enuff time. haha.. went far east flora quite late, dat's why! haha.. it's over.

so mar, jie n huimin gave me a small gift.. duuno how to sae but juz wanna sae that those little pieces inside are lyk memories we had. thank goodness i've got so wonderful n bubbly frenz, i miss them really really much! i noe i missed ur joys n company n u gals misses de great times i have during cca too! u noe, u juz cant help it when u've got so mani nice senior, not lyk you-noe-whu n dat u r being pampered cos u r de youngest n dey mus look after u.. haha.. de feeling is lyk one family. i'm gonna miss them too. really. it's 2 wks from now..

ok, now abt this senior from co. i shall juz call this person LC for easier reference. yupz. he's kindof gay i think.. keeps on sticking to weilong.. me n gwenda got so dam pissed orf.. so dat dae he was telling us abt him.. oh my goodness lahx. i mean a fren is someone whom u can turn to when u r in need , not a person who keeps on bugging u.. i think dat's lyk overbroad to remind him to do this and that at whatsovea time.. dam diaow lahx. haiz.. den i actualli mistook weilong's behaviour towards the seniors as becos he's so close to LC. luckili i was wrong. so dat dae cca ended we told him to zao b4 LC finds him. he realli went orf so dam fast lohx. when we went bus stop, he was gone! haha.. gd for him though.

oh n dat dae on 852, i sat wif co ppl n it was dam odd lahx. i sat beside genna, there was someone else beside her.. lynette sat opp me n dere was anotehr guy sitting wif her. dey talked all de wae back lohx. hm.. weird. nv see such a thing b4. nvm. it's over. i got msg gwenda n she saed she gossiped wif hui tian abt LC. haha.. how i wish i was dere lahx! should hav taken 74 den can contd gossiping.. n oso to not take de same bus as JY. sad lohx. haiz..

anewae, now shouldnt think of unhappiness. need prac gz more n enjoy enrichment wk. i shall do more focus thinking n solve my probz first. realli thanx mrs tan a lot. without her mayb i'll be realli unable to see some light.. i shall see her again soon.

qh coming back form ndp soonz. she's realli neng gan. 3 cheers! i should shut de comp down liao. next time den blog. whee! nitez! =D

2005-06-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

whoa! it's been a long time since i last blogged. okiez. here's some update.

been quite busi 4 de past 2 wks. i knew i didnt hav much hw but all de same.. i was busi wif co stuffs. planning for camp. oh whee! games com rawks lahx. okiez. so we camped @ KAP for quite a few daes n haha.. we went to take so many straws from McDonalds! wa seh! de Mc Donalds ppl sure veri ke lian havin such ppl ard. haha.. so dat particular dae, we lyk 2 by 2 go buy food den kiwi dam cute lahx. he went down den me n gwenda went slightly later.. den guess wat. i saw kiwi lyk so shuang standing dere press n press.. started laughing lyk siao. hahaz.. actualli we dam stupid lahx. didnt see dere was dis "unguarded" box.. beside de stairs on de 2nd level.. so another dae when we went "camping" again.. kiwi lifted de cover n i grabbed a handful.. muahahaha.. kz. enuff of dis. feel dam can(2) kui(4) now. ): ritez.. so ri zi yi tian yi tian guo qu. den de proposal huan lai you haun qu. haha.. kz. so in de end, everything was settled, finalli. den camp was quite successful except dat we didnt take into consideration de speed in which ppl walked, briefing time etc. so we wasnt really happy, den we oso had to strike out de game i came up which. so sad ritez! but anewaez. war game was dam fun but water bomb ji fast use finish.. pls lahx. games com n de seniors all make dem lyk siao liao lohx. my fingers all become so wrinkled. should hav taken a pic of dem. haha.. kk so in de end grp 2 won. their cheer dam kewl lohx. so funni. 2nd was grp 4, stone. hahaz.. their cheer was not moving 4 1 n a half min den sae stone. den during ice breakers, bomb to dem den dey so so slow lahx. haha.. den third is grp 8, shen qi xiao gu gu.. wanling's fav grp. mine was grp 3 cos dey're called mighty ducks mah. den my closer seniors in dat grp.. grp 7 oso.. haha.. overall.. hai hao lahx. juz dat de most disappointing part is de speech lahx. i screwed mine.. i lyk try not to sae i from ip lahx cos ppl think i look mature mah.. haha.. den mengtian so wat lohx. shoot me last question. she pres summore. wat de lohx. haiz.. so dam argh! she actualli dowan ask ane questn 1 lohx. kz.. it's over. so dat dae i return home ji late den almos got scolded by mum.. lucki my tchr so nice.. she sent me home lohx. pei wo sit taxi home summore. thx ms tan n mr tek. oh! den b4 dat we oso got dis lyk survivor kind of thing.. we mus vote 2 ppl out from de current 12 elects.. kiwi didnt vote anyone from games com.. me too. mich handed in blank pp.. others i dunno lohx. come to think of it ppl can juz vote me out cos i'm youngest mah. dey can juz sae i got no experience lohx.. oh well, it's over. wat can i do.. haiz..

hm.. nth much 2 write liao. tmr having dinner wif my aunt.. her church dunno organise wat lahx. haha.. looking forward to it. whee! my timetable yao shi xing le! nxt 2 wks is piah wk. i shall go start a bit of wrk so dat i can add in other stuffs lyk go swimming.. yea! kz.. b4 i go, i wanna sae.. i shall sleep till 10am tmr juz lyk when i came back from co music camp. didnt sleep well den cos i onli slept for 45 mins.. haha.. put 3 chairs in a row zhen bu hao shui! haha.. dat dae oso quite late den sleep mah.. slept @ 2+. me gwenda n meisee went bathe @ grandstand @ 12+ den games com gathered to write speech together.. haha.. yea. den weilong joined. den de freaking li chiang dam wat lahx. lyk weilong's dad liddat. whereva weilong go oso mus follow.

den he kept on wanting weilong go back n sleep.. b4 dat weilong was abt to eat this pack of nasi lemak.. den we told him dun eat cos bu hao.. got coconut mah.. ritez. so weilong put it beside him.. we were sitting in a circle den he sit beside me.. so li chiang was lyk squating between me n weilong lahx. guess wad i did.. i saed my friend's eating de nasi lemak, den i ask him can he see.. he was lyk a bit scared but he saed i was juz trying to scare him.. hahaz.. so dam funni. kz. so yupz. i saed no lohx. i sae i can see.. den he lyk a bit freak out. ha. so dam fun. serves him rite for angering me dat morning. whee! haha.. kk so after de speech thingy which we didnt do much actualli.. other swent to sleep den me n gwenda visitied de guys.. wa seh. dey all sleep liao xcept 4 jian yue, weilong n li chiang.. den i sae i wan weilong teach me da ma jiang but his frenz sleep liao so we didnt play le.. so sad ritez! haiz.. anewae juz for laughs.. someone in de guys rm actualli switched on a player.. it was playing gz song i think .. haha. so dam funni! haha.. whee!. kz. i betta end dis liao.

2005-05-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

sigh! todae's a really terrible dae though it isnt dat stressful.. no spire cos got investiture. every1's been busi wif de batt fair tmr. lyk wat de hell lahx. practically every1s going haywire cos it's either we dun understand or how abt this. our batt is not even functioning properli! wat de hell lahx. we r so dead. but we mus reallo thx zhang kang cos w/o him, my grp's gonna die lyk siao lahx. he's so so smart! ZK, rock on manz..

got back our hcl n bio pp. sux lyk sh** got lowest in class for bio.. die liao lohx. sure gonna fail overall lahx. hcl dun sae liao. nv even fail chi b4 den now lyk out of 97 ppl, 41 failed, den cai lao shi not doing anething to help. haiz. wad is wrong wif de world lohx. juz cant understand. so now i'm gonna crap a lot for civics tutorial. make sure i write a lot abt de life in NJC for dis 6mths. haiz. wrote a lot for CCA though. juz dat i realli dunno how to face de tchr, so i guess best is write out. yupz. i feel so much betta.

concert coming up on sun, 5pm. hope i dun screw up cos got solo! argh. y did wen qian quit. i'm suffering from stress and my itching came back. den my flu lyk somehow caught me again. wah!!

anewae, hols r coming so i can rest. looking 4ward to nxt term cos got enrichment wk n we can go out. hope it would b gd experience. yupz. so long. whee! hols got no CCA trainin except for camp. rawk on manz. njgz finalli seeing an increase in de no. of ppl. all de wae! whoo-oopy! haha..

2005-05-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

loads if things to catch up on. so wun blog much. juz pt. form, more to come @ least after tmr, durin de long wkend or something.

1) Happy Birthday Anna (pri sch mate), darlink counsellor Silvia n senior *si(3) Huiping! haha.. ritez.
2) Had co exco meeting todae, was lyk dam dead can. all so quiet except for de current batch. ritez, so we kindof got told orf. "hui(2) jia(1) qu(4) fan(2) xing(3) fan(2) xing(3)." okae. so we were made to write proposal for de games. i juz realised i made a mistake cos de *person* is in GAMES not logistics! argh! sad cant swap wif weilong. haiz..
3) Bio exam die liao. crap lahx. tchr went thru de stuff when i went for syf. so unfair. kk, den MI oso. grades lyk slightly more to pass. haiz. mus reali go face de wall n repent.
4) set up a new combine blog, me n qh. actualli is for qh but juz kindof wanna poke around. yupz. now i'm dam jealous cos my blog's skin's suxy. ritez.
5) i'm down with flu! argh probabli cos i cheered under de rain yesterdae durin sports meet.
6) sports meet was a success. terra hse came in last again *i think! whee! haha.. we green hse represent scholarship wif creativity mah, so not sports inclined. haha. but anewaez, our class dam gd lahx. 4got which race we got 2 ppl got prize. shufang came in 1st den crystal 2nd. rawk on manz. trackers rox! whee!
7) actualli i oso dunno wad 2 write liao. except i mus go study le! tmr maths n hcl. yupz. mus jia you le. haha.

*A-CHOO!* haiz..

2005-04-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

de whole wk can be describe in a wrd. STRESSFUL! yea. so here it goes. i actualli touched de gz 4 de whole wk! n think abt it, i've got cca tmr n tues is syf! lyk omg! hm.. dis doesnt sound convincing enuff. k. from last sat, i've got cca den sun rest den mon cca, den tues is SCH rehearsal, wed cca, thurs got dis performance @ atrium in sch den fri got cca & yesterdae got cca again. den todae i actualli sat doewn & played de gz too! argh!

kk, i feel lyk tokin abt yesterdae. though it was dam stress but i felt de great sense of achievement cos it's a realli gd wae of reducing weight! haha.. kz, here it goes. earli in de mornin @ 10.30am, we were asked to report to sch 2 prac de stage movement, up & down 4 syf.. i was late by five mins i think.. was lazi mah.. kz, budden got change of plan den senior sae go prac first. den after dat got performance to attract potential juniors, budden no one listened except for de current ip students lohx. so sad ritez! no choice lahx.. eating hours, ppl all go for lunch le. haiz.. so after dat, it was lyk 1.30pm le.. i'm lyk late for duty 4 half n hour le! so i kept on saeing i gonna skip lunch den de tchr so worried, he went 2 tell ms sun. haha.. yea so i was given some time 2 digest food budden de sad thing was mum didnt tell me i'm not s'pose to eat de plum before de apple dat's y i ended up with tummi ache. haiz.. hm.. den i went for duty n ms tan was there.. den afterwards she explained 2 me dat it was alright to go for cca n skip duty cos it was not my fault for being unable 2 go for duty. she's such a wonderful tchr lohx.. xcuse me lyk twice le.. yea so i was so blardi tired den i felt i didnt play so well.. oh n when i entered de class.. dis external tchr was giving his comment n i was lyk huh? he was lyk bian-ing us lahx.. lucki i didnt play if not i'll probabli get too stress n break down again. haha.. oh n den lao shi sae she made us come back n prac cos she feels we need improvement on de same points as wad de tchr sae.. later den i got to find out that de tchr was actualli tchs tchr conductor.. lyk omg!

*yawns!* should go to bed le.. write again sometime when i'm free.. haha (:

2005-04-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

whee! todae's such a wonderful dae.. no blues @ all! yea! haha, ritez..

hm.. i was quite awake todae.. ppl were sleeping in TNT's class and i wasnt n i could understand all de crap she was toking abt! muahahaha! oh n TNT cheated our feelings cos actualli todae we thought we mus present de element thingy den in de end she sae thurs cos ppl told her dey would be out 4 syf n stuff.. budden our class dun hav ane ppl missing lohx. so, everyone kept quiet.. yea!

den durin maths class.. me & keen were lyk not listening, den keen kept on taking my liquid pp den i kept on 'ooi-ing awae' den she kept on makin me go 'ooi-ing' yea.. den i started poking her wif my pen. muahahaha! ritez

science prac was best. we disected pig's eye! whee! so dam cool can. lyk human's eye liddat. den after disecting tchr sae we can do anething we wan so me, keen decided dat we should boil de whole thing cos we boiled de len in de first place mah. so dam fun can! oh n before dat we started touching all de gooey gooey stuff.. den dey bounce a bit.. yea do fun! muahahaha! ritez.. whoeva reads dis entry.. n feels disgusted.. i'm sorry but u noe, seriousli u ppl should enjoy it lohx. it's nature! muahahaha.. i'm so hyper todae! yea!

kk, shall rite more on it soonz.. haha! wrk more impt @ de moment. buaiz..

2005-04-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

okae. todae's wrk load not dat heavi so slack a bit 1st.. lets see.. kk, update on my phone. muahahaha! kk.. so my parents went all de wae down to west mall to get my SIM card replaced.. it cost 25 bucks can. haiz.. so surprise dey didnt scold me! so relieved.. yea.. so now, i've lost practicalli all my frenz no. except 4 my present classmates! argh! dis is terrible cos todae's my senior's b'dae n i cannot sms her! ahahahah! dis is so depressing! ritez.. *sobs!*

HAPPI B'DAE SITING! jia you in syf & wadeva u do. stay in touch. thx 4 bein such a great senior. yea! best wishes & keep up de smile. stay healthy alwaez. ;)

liaoz.. dunno wat 2 sae le n sis wants 2 use de comp! dun feel lyk lending her but it's not nice not 2 lend her.. argh! tmr got cultural mapping.. oh manz n chairwoman wun b around den cant crap much.. den mus face de sickening face of zhengxuan.. argh. tmr still got cca den end lyk dam late. mayb will get 2 sit taxi wif lao shi.. haha! *dies* syf left exactli 2 wks.. n lyk 6 more trainings onli! dam thing, fri mus play for co 2 hear.. stressed. summoure @ de rate de gzs are put.. i scared i play too fast! argh.. but should b quite okae cos sitting beside pres.. haha, come 2 think of it quite gd oso cos dat gave me de chance 2 play solo wif sectional leader of gz 1 & gz 2! stuck between both of dem.. haha.. ritez..

fri got napfa! i guess i'll juz screw de thingy up den tchr will tell mi 2 go remedial den i'll submit a one-mth excuse from pe letter from de doc, den can dun need go remedial! muahahaha! wad a gd idea manz..

holy sh**! i still owe kengwei bubble tea! oh crap.. dis is adding to my work load cos i used up brain cells rememberin it! wahahahah! *sobs!* haha.. ritez..

kk, need go do chem le.. proposal due fri.. *freaked out n faints!* hahahahaha!

shall go back ny somedae.. need buy stuff 4 dem to erm.. show some moral support. haha! yea manz! nygz rawks! ;)

2005-04-10T17:07:00.000+08:00

guess wat! i spoilt my hp! ahhahaha.. was 'destroying' it dis afternoon, den i got so scared n didnt do wrk 4 lyk an hour +.. lucki mum & dad didnt scold! dey r now sending it to repair.. *sobs! i feel so bad can! haiz.. i shall learn not to be so naughty & itchy-hand.. hahaha, ritez..

been taking a realli long break.. slack a too much yesterdae so mus pia hw lyk 4 de rest of de hours.. shall skip de charity show tonite.. lyk come on, wad other stunts can dey do? haiz.. mayb juz hav a short watch, i wanna see 5566! dey rox. wadeva.. energy's not bad lahx except dat i guess i dun go dat crazi over dam.. qh does though.. haha, wonder wad she lyk abt dam? haha

yesterdae was a total wrkout. left house after i went to de doc to get more medicine.. went lavender to go make qh's competition costume. however, de shop's so busi wif de making of syf costumes for schs, we didnt get a chance of even leaving our contact no. or something. so we decided to go orchard plaza, de eerie place. got so many foot, relaxation massage etc.. gives me de goosebumps. ritez.. so we went do de sonata shop.. den qh chose de design wadsoeva. n dat amts to 75 bucks i think. so ex lohx.. de lavender shop could hav been so much cheaper cos last time she made dis sleeveless one was lyk 30 bucks for 1. haiz.. wad 2 do? i was wonderin y she couldnt wait as her competition is in lyk july? haiz.. *shakes head realli hard*

kk, so after dat, we went OG & orchard point.. actualli cos we wanted 2 go toilet to pee.. haha! yea, den we bought t-shirts.. oh n i saw my ex-tuition fren. he still look dat erm.. dunno how 2 describe, juz no changes lahx.. yupz n den qh n i went to buy 25cents ice-cream! yea! mum & dad went 2 buy mineral water cos we ran out of it.. haha.. so we met up n den we went robinsons.. bought dese metal bowls, it's insulated on de outside.. yupz. den we went giordano.. bought t-shirts again, mum, sis & me.. each person 1. all diff colour, den we bought de wrist band, 5 in total. yellow, green, blue, purple-blue and orange. den we decided to go home.. n i tot 'finalli!'

so when we were goin 2 de somerset mrt.. i saw my counsellor! whee.. cos i turned my head 2 tok 2 my mum, den i saw a familiar person out of de corner of my eye.. den when i turned back i was lyk.. erps, did i juz saw someone so familiar? haha.. so i told qh when kengwei walked passed n she started laughing lyk hell cos she saed he looked lyk a noop.. i dunno wad dat means but sorri kengwei.. i noe i've got a sickenin, irritatin, freakin idiotic sis. so sorwie.. kk, so he walked so fast n i've decided to dao him.. surprisingly, my mum was lyk 'why dun u go sae hi?' oh wadeva, so she saed i could use her hp 2 'disturb' him.. lyk wadeva, but qh tot it was fun n started de smsing.. anewae, mum doesnt care cos she needs abled ppl lyk me & qh 2 finish up her prepaid sim card.. haha. ritez.. so de train 2 go home arrived, den we realised how squashed it was n decided 2 go chinatown @ first but decided to go raffles place den walk to chinasquare to eat dinner.. as a matter of fact, our dae was lyk totalli shopping & eating, cos it's lyk we ate jap food 4 lunch, den we had tea time.. n i ate yong tou foo & den 4 dinner i ate jap food again! argh! i'm realli growing fat & napfa's on de coming fri! argh! yea n de pain from last fri's pe's not gone yet! liddat sure die liao lohx. how 2 even get a gold lyk last yr? i probabli scrape a bronze & go 4 remedial.. ahahah! i hate pe! it's torture! ritez.. wad can i do though?

countdown to syf: 15 daes left.. *dies* realli scared now cos got 2 dances alreadi got gold wif honours! n i heard from my senior dat lao shi can even go n tell my another senior's lao shi dat we sure can get gold one lohx.. so stress can. lao shi is lyk adding pressure 2 us den she summore so boastful.. argh.. sometimes i juz wanna get gd riddance of her. grh!

abt time le.. mus go do wrk all i'll die tonite. esp MI.. need time 2 think it over.. juz hope can hand in lyk on tues instead, den can do touch up. *dies* i'm beginin 2 see how much effort i need 2 put in 2 squeeze time! need 2 complete stuffs n i juz realise i need more time for sleep.. so much more.. ritez..

kk, i go study le! think i've got sufficient rest for de time being. ouch! my back hurts! haha, cant b of help.

HAPPI EARLI B'DAE ANDRE n i'm sorry u r over-age to join SOMP.. start a new society if u wan.. de class wun mind.. haha :)

2005-04-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

implementing de new timetable proves gd as we get more time to rest on weds n thurs can eat lunch n go straight home, no need wait 4 one o'clock 4 de gate to open.

cca's a total stress out cos of syf.. come 2 think of it, my muscles r all aching from de speed required! oh gosh.. 3 times a wk n i'm dead.. hands shiver when i hold de pens! grh!

had maths quiz todae.. flung it, so diff lohx n somehow i couldnt find de right no.! ahahah..

hm.. HAPPI B'DAE YINGTING! may ur dreams come true and keep up de smilez.. ;) gosh! i juz realise i've got so many friends whose b'dae falls in april n mostli r seniors! argh!

hm.. got nth else 2 sae le, except dat i've been so sleepi dese daes! n i think i've recovered from an allergy or something.. i've not scratched myself since 2 daes ago when my medicine finished.. yea!

drats! tmr pe n napfa's in a wk's time! *screams!* haiz.. de expectations r so dam high.. juz hope i scrape a silver.. wonder how i came out wif a gold last yr :S

guess dat's all for now.. realli nth interesting 2 sae abt dis daes except for complaints of hw! muahahaha!

+zZz+

2005-04-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

manz.. todae's dam sleepy can.. haiz! i wanna b a pig! zZz

been toking 2 my darlink junior abt concert recentli.. glad dat ppl's wrkin hard 4 syf.. juz a note.. sometimes mayb de tchr's crazi up her mind so dun need be sadden by her wrds.. ritez..

juz installed MSN Messenger 6.2.. blame my piggy counsellor lohx.. so wat, keep on askin can c his display pic or not.. got fed up so juz go install lohx.. haiz..

nth else 2 sae le, except mich's gonna b online soonz so we can do de moken children write up.. tmr dateline n i'm so sleepi! de wind blew lyk siao todae in sch lohx.. dam cold. ritez..

so now de comp got something wrong le.. everything seems 2 appear in chinese! argh.. cant trace wat cos it n de messenger's not functioning properli.. keep on goin offline.. wat de! haiz.. back to wrk bah.. hw more impt.. haiz.. sick n tired out manz

oh n HAPPI BELATED B'DAE 2 my darlink HUI MIN! i gave her a whole box of chocolate! celebration manz.. haha ;) juz a tiny bit of relaxation. yea!

2005-03-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

daes' been realli havoc dese daes.. haiz.. last wk was a total disaster! gosh, haiz.. come to think of it now, i totalli kindof give up le cos i've not been dowin my wrk earli in de morning.. slack too much i guess n de comp's such a big distraction! haiz.. one fine dae i'm gonna lock dis up. oh yea.. ritez..

so nygz concert was a disaster.. seriousli 2 sae, i realli thought dere was dis total split in nygz.. esp de vast diff between sec 3s wif sec 4s compared 2 de sec 2s.. haiz.. it's a total big gap. juz thought i saw de big diff lyk in terms of attitude behaviour, personalities.. de cca's lyk lack of team spirit now lohx. haiz.. yea, juz hope if ane juniors chance across dis, dey might wanna do some reflection realli. it's dam saddening 2 make dis comment.. yea ritez..

concert's over, my daes in ny r gone. although concert wasnt dat up 2 standard, i hope ppl do jia you cos it doesnt mean dat it's over. gals, do jia you for syf. xiang yun is a realli nice song..

so life's lyk dat, on concert dae itself.. marilyn & jieying got told off.. cried. i got too stress n seeing from an outsider's point of view.. i saw de diff n thought one dae nygz's gonna b gone. i broke down. starting from scratch is so diff so yea, gals, u can do it. strive 4 de best n yea, rmb ur seniors' words & passion. yupz..

haiz.. sat got exam 2 sit 4.. it's chinese! gosh. de prac pp r lyk dam diff lahx. no choice.. dad wan me 2 go.. but i'll be goin back NY.. dat's a nice visit.. haha.

finalli i'm smiling. guess my wounds hav healed. haha.. n my piggy counsellor's back to speaking terms? wadeva.. dis is de deep down secret in me. haha :)

oh n yea! HAPPY B'DAE ENQIN! WARM WELCOME 2 SOMP!! yea! somp blog's gonna b up soonz n de board's already up in class! whee!

gtg.. some meeting, last min.. @ least can skip cca a bit.. cca's kinda boring now cos pia-ing syf.. i'm de youngest enterin dis yr for gz.. whee! yea!

2005-03-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

daes r going by dam fast.. nj's life's lyk 5 wks so far when 1 term's gone.. i'm beginnin 2 agree dat hols r juz another reason y tchrs gif us hw.. 1 subj 1 & i'm dyin.. haiz.. guess i shouldnt b here @ de moment.. but, come 2 think of it, dis is kindof a short break.. my eyes r droopin but i've got a space science concept map to rush.. cant imagine how am i s'pose to squeeze in 5 pgs wrd doc wif font arial 10 into an A3 drawing block.. summore de tchr's kindof crazi.. wans it by 10 tmr. gosh! haiz.. dat's life in a jc? mayb..

so dis hol is crashed wif wrk n rehearsals.. concert comin in 8 daes! plus syf.. it's runnin out of time! de bomb's gonna explode! mon had cca n some crazi pilot test by MOE.. sat 4 de eng pp.. probabli done well if it was nxt door's maths pp.. but whu cares.. if dat's used 2 see our standards, i'll rather close my eyes 2 do it. haha.. tues' burnt cos got cca.. todae, nth 2 do but was stuck @ home wif MA1102 wrk.. so tough.. dat's a no-no. so now pia-ing space science lahx. hope 2 sleep @ one.. so i'm gonna jia you! thurs' devoted 2 rehearsals again.. fri's off n pia-ing or wrk again.. loads undone so far.. need do more research on inverse variations.. luckili NY taught it last yr so not so bad.. haha.. sat should b down wif rehearsals again n sun is emergency dae.. completion of hols wrk n xtra xtra prep 4 nxt term.. cant afford 2 do badli again.. *rmb dose long term goals* haiz.. i've got faith in myself.. haha

so recentli, found my long lost fwen.. made him my counsellor n my smses went up.. tokin too much le.. mus cut down on dat.. ritez, on n I LUV MY COUNSELLORS! YEA! dat was EMAL (learnt dis from qh).. yea, n i've been tryin so hard 2 manage my blog.. wanted 2 change de skin, in de end loads of prob came up n i lost all my fwen's links! so now.. de links r lyk all ny friends.. lost all pri sch fwen's one! double sobs! n my tagboard code! argh! mus go look it up again! haiz.. i'm realli lousy in dis i admit. so now.. haiz.. contd 2 do wrk le. may everybody b happi eveydae 4eva. luv ya! :)

2005-03-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

whee! exams are finalli over.. budden still cannot slack cos still got loads of essays! juz finished one lyk todae n last min lohx.. sacrificed my lunch 4 it n i onli ate biscuits.. haiz! yesterdae went to Bingxin's house.. her mum's so nice, bought so much food 4 us.. Abel's so hardworking.. completed de whole email himself.. actualli Bingxin & i oso got help lahx.. we did de front lohx.. juz dat he go paraphrase it.. haha! kk, so we ate porridge 4 lunch n Bingxin showed me her rabbits.. so cute! Abel was so scared.. dun even wan 2 c.. haha! got so mani & so big summore! so nice! :)

haiz.. i failed bio.. by 1, 1 pathetic mark! AHAHAHAH! dat is so depressin n gals in my class do well 4 bio! i dun understand.. i hate bio! chem's much betta! i got 18/25.. same as de pro guy beside me.. actualli not exactli lahx.. should sae 1 less mark.. haha, wadeva.. juz cant b bothered. :)

sat went back 2 ny, got so pissed off cos i woke up late den reach dere saw dem sittin around chattin awae! grh! but neva mind.. yea! concert's comin but ticket sales' been bad! haiz.. dun understand y's everyone goin against NYGZ.. wat's wrong as an independant CCA? so bad lohx.. haiz! so now.. i've got 2 pia thanx 2 both my nj n ny seniors.. mus finish memorisin score 4 ny performance by nxt wk n lao shi's tryin 2 make me switch from part 2 to 1 for fei tian.. gosh lahx! it's lyk how long do we hav till syf! it's practicalli less den a month & a half or so.. wat de freak!

recentli.. been tokin 2 dis pig.. he's slow lyk a tortoise n i dunno wat went wrong up his head or something.. he's lyk everything dunno.. tell him abt socratic seminar, he saes stop bombin him wif big wrds.. weird. ny ppl oso noe n yet from gd sch oso dunno.. lalala.. i'm tryin 2 make dis person feel intimidated cos he somehow crapped abt me n qh.. haiz.. tmr meetin him cos he lost his maths textbk.. hahahaha! it's so funni.. actualli not lahx, juz dun wan him 2 waste money.. nowadaes bks we use r so ex! gosh! haiz.. so we've been crappin a lot lateli n i'm swear i will cut down de msgs' sent cos i've lost track! dat's a realli terrible thing! haiz..

n so.. i miss ny a lot esp NYGZ.. de story of dem's abt 2 end.. guess i've got 2 realli treasure dem.. *sobs!* jia you 4 concert k! let de memories soar.. i miss u gals n thanx seniors who were realli nice 2 mi when i needed so much help! as 4 juniors.. all de best! sec 2s, enjoy n treasure ur class cos sec 3s gonna b tough n u gals would b splitted up.. do stay in contact wif 1 another though! sec 1s.. erps.. dunno u gals well but if u happen 2 chance across dis blog.. i juz wanna tell u gals 2 treasure de life in ny, de ppl r nice n understandin, if u've got a prob, juz approach ur seniors or can tok 2 mi.. i'm a nice person! hahaha! i'm so proud of myself!!! 4 my close sec 4 mates.. it's de last yr seeing u gals around.. thanx 4 bein part of my life.. i may not be a realli gd junior but i wanna thanx u ppl 4 bein so kind n selfless.. & lastli my dearest dearest sec 3 buddies! i guess we've gone through loads.. i'll alwaez rmb dat we had de smallest no. of ppl around de whole grp n dat becos of dat we've got realli great bondin.. i miss u gals de most.. thanx so much for bein dere 4 mi n yea.. de memories of how we started out as strangers to best buddies will alwaez linger.. thanx.

kk, tok too much liaoz.. n oh! happi earli 15th b'dae to ABEL! n congrats in enterin SOMP! SOMP rox n will alwaez rawk on 4 de yr 2005! yea! *strictli for 15 yr olds! haha! :)*

*yawnz! nitez n sleep tight.. sweet dreams! dun fall off de bed.. haha!

2005-01-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

wow! didnt noe dat i'll be writtin again so soon! sch reopened n i'm now in njc! nj rox man! :) yea!

1st wk was orientation n we had lots of fun. OGLs were so nice 2 us! OGLs, rox on man! yupz.. so, we got to know our houses n stuffs like dat. i'm in terra house, de green one n yupz, it's costello! cool man. our class won de best orientation class! ritez, n we were de onli IP class who won. IP02 rolls! XD

so now de work starts 2 pile in.. lots of usin de internet stuff, mus go get a notebook soon. juz hope dat mum would allow.. haiz.. stressed man. projects r lyk so heavy n almos every subj has a proj! *scream!*

too bad, life's liddat n since i've chosen de route, i've got 2 face it. haiz.. seriousli i wonder wat r my great pals studyin! i hope dey r doin well man.

yesterdae i got my angel's letta. she kindof sounded realli serious.. no sms language on her letta lohx. haiz.. cant i hav something 2 look forward 2 n de same time destress? lolz..

kk, back 2 orientation. it was so fun n fun. de last dae got dance parti n we were so high lohx. dance n dance, now i finalli recovered from de soar thraot liao. ready 2 work hard 4 de yr, budden i cant understand a single thing de tchr saes.. dunno lahx, juz kindof found de topic unlinkable 2 de others i've learnt n dat i've not touch my books since sch term ended last yr.. haiz.. hm.. so ya, we got dis war thingy on de 2nd last dae n costello's arch rival was luciano-- yellow or solaris house-- ya n dey won 4 hot houses lohx. anewae, i heard dat dey got rescued twice so not very fair lahx. we on de other hand remained dry-- everyone. cool man. jun kiat, i mean captain was so proud of our class! costello, ip02, ogls & nj, rock on man. mass dance was oso dem fun lohx. we learnt 3 dances altogether yupz n it's guy-gal kind so yupz.. it's kindof a bit uncomfortable @ first but now it's okay liao. :)

kk, need to study liao.. headache n de works piling, write again sometime next time. :)

oh & happy belated b'dae to me (12th jan) & new classmate Phong (11th jan) smilez! :):)

2004-12-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

lolz.. it's been such a long time since i've blogged.. lazi mah. cant b bothered.
haiz.. hols ending le, sad sia.. kk. exam results sux, very low, got scolded n yea. i've transfered sch! yea! budden... sad again cos need 2 change environment, mus start afresh, haiz.. wah!!! hm.. i do hope NJ's nice.. wonder how long i'm gonna take to realise where i m cos de place's so big n yupz, i'll probabli end up late 4 classes or something.. :( but i'll still look forward 2 sch reopen.. 1 whole wk of orientation n den 2nd wk got camp! so fun lohx n it crashes wif moi b'dae! 1st time celebratin wif frenz if de camp realli falls on de dae n yes! dis is sought of a reminder 4 my darlink frenz, MY BIRTHDAY IS ON DE 12th OF JAN! yea man! haha! prezzies pls! :):) oh yes man, i HATE de sch u! so ugli lohx. wear liao like some toot! haiz..

hm.. i'll b stuck back in gz.. wat kindof tchr lohx. made mi join den now dunno whether i'll b able 2 cope if i've got another CCA.. haiz. ritez.. come 2 think of de work load.. i've got 2 studi practicalli all de subjs n other ppl can choose in NY. *sobs sobs!* nv. i'll do my best.

tmr's xmas so MERRY X'MAS ppl! may de peace n joy b all urs. hav a bless christmas! :):) hm... i should b goin 2 tanglin mall.. not sure but it should b fun. havent seen de lightings @ orchard... n i cant wait 2 watch tv. all becoz of moi 'great' 208 matez, i'm lyk startin 2 watch more of f4 stuff.. haiz... mus kick dis habit nxt yr. I MEAN IT! hm... should i watch so close or para para sakura @ 11pm tmr? grh! i wanna watch both cos i've missed both shows last time. :(:(

dis is gettin borin. moi hols were a disaster! haiz.. endless daes of lazin around wif nth 2 do when all moi great NY frenz lay piled wif hw.. seriousli i dunno whether 2 laugh or empathise! transfer sch so fun no hw! haha :) heard dat moi frenz all got loads of stuff 2 do lohx. so pathetic. :( jia you! u all can do it manz! hm.. last wk went pulau ubin cos dad got so fed up wif de travel agent abt goin 2 HK so ended up dere.. actualli oso quite fun lahx. went cyclin de whole island, saw mani weird stuff n yea, de resort dere got 2 such pathetic swimmin pools which r so dem shallow lohx! haiz! @ nite veri fun! went fishin & we got real great catches! ha! on de 1st nite, we caught a total of 6 fishes.. but let go 2. all were catfishes! n den moi dad got stung by 1. qh caught 2, me 2 n dad 2. nice one. 2nd nite wasnt good cos de tide wasnt high. no fishes @ all. sad :(. den 3rd nite we got 9 fishes! not bad ritez! so cool lohx. mum caught 3 or 4 catfishes n dad caught de rest. 8 catfishes & i grouper. not bad man. wat i was doin? yea, lying on de jetty, star gazin. veri nice lohx! so mani stars n den can feel de tide. high tide summore den de whole jetti was lyk shakin terribli. so fun!!! :):):) qh wasnt wif us 4 de last 2 nite cos she'd gone 2 b a pig. sad lohx. it would hav been more fun. oh yes! n de chalet we booked is double storey. veri cool lohx, summore veri cheap!!!

b4 de hols, i went 4 grade 8 gz exam.. lolz. it was terrible lohx! went in nervous lyk sh** n den screwed up de whole thing, stop & stop, summore play wrongli lohx! haiz... de results, I PASSED! can aneone believe dat? haha.. anewae, it's over & de results' great ritez! :):). yea!

lalala... went sentosa on weds 4 farewell parti.. got sunburn n now moi back is aching terribly. we played some sickenin game n wasted most of de time... sianz but quite fun lahx. dose borin moments should b treasured cos last time of seeing moi great sec 4(2004) seniors le. haiz... sad lohx. all go diff JCs.. haiz.. :(

hm... got nth 2 rite liao n it'll b a long time eva if i blogged again.. haha :)
mEeRy XmAs!! n de memories of dis yr will soar around 4 us to cherish. luv dem.. 4 all my long lost mates: keep up ur smile, stay healthy & cheery 4eva. luv ya!

2004-09-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

Sch ended late todae cos got hist extra lesson. Haiz... i'm down 4 remedial nxt wk! Grh! I'm wonderin wat's wrong up mi head dis few daes! u noe wat, i'm BALDING! oh gosh. i need to go and erm... grow mi hair?!?! haiz... i'm facin >1000 over sickness now, such as heartache, headache, stress, cramps, monday blus, naggy temper blah blah.

exams round de corner n de klass' lyk some machine. i've been seeing ppl wif "encylopedia", "dictionaries", all handwritten so nicely, ready 2 b published. Gosh! i feel so hopeless. i wanna burst!

yesterdae was a terrible dae. mum got pissed off wif dad for not doing my HE sewing properly... n dad was furious cos she knew how 2 do n didnt wanted 2 help. n me, i'm stuck in de centre, being blamed 4 not noeing anithing @ all. haiz... worst of de worst, i was pmsing

sat was another horrible dae though dere wasnt cca. haiz... dae was over wif sis creatin so much trouble n dad gifin me problems. bahz. besides, i've got all mi stresses too. life's a burden sometimes. juz dun seem 2 understand miself more den others do. i wrote a diary entry on a piece of paper n tore it all off. I felt betta den. mayb it's juz mi who created so much pain in mi own life, accordin 2 wat mum had sae. anewae, it's over.

a new week should alwaes be betta den de past. i'll think betta n c where i stand. i'll achieve all mi goals no matter wat. i shall not care if i've got more white hair n if i'm baldin even more. dis year's almost endin n i'm gonna miss de klass. i'll treasure de times, de ups n downs together. luv ya guys n 208'04 will still rock on. not forgettin of course is nygz n yea, de great sec 4s. smilez alwaez everyone. when u see darkness, dere's alwaes dat small glimpse of light dat will save u no matter wat...

2004-09-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

Hm... my darlink mortal sent dis 2 mi n erm thought i should share it cos it's nice... happy reading

Many years ago in a small Indian village, a farmer had the misfortune of owing a large sum of money to a village moneylender. The moneylender, who was old and ugly, fancied the farmer's beautiful daughter. So he proposed a bargain. He said he would forgo the farmer's dbt, if he could marry his daughter. Both the farmer and his daughter were horrified by the proposal. So the cunning money-lender suggested that they let providence decide the matter. He told them that he would put a black pebble and a white pebble into an empty money bag. Then the girl would have to pick one pebble from the bag. 1) If she picked the black pebble, she would become his wife and her father's debt would be forgiven. 2) If she picked the white pebble she need not marry him and her father's debt would still be forgiven. 3) But if she refused to pick a pebble, her father would be thrown into jail.

They were standing on a pebble strewn path in the farmer's field. As they talked, the moneylender bent over to pick up two pebbles. As he picked them up, the sharp-eyed girl noticed that he had picked up two black pebblesand put them into the bag. He then asked the girl to pick a pebble from the bag. Now, imagine that you were standing in the field. What would you have done if you were the girl? If you had to advise her, what would you have told her? Careful analysis would produce three possibilities: 1. The girl should refuse to take a pebble. 2. The girl should show that there were two black pebbles in the bag and expose the money-lender as a cheat. 3. The girl should pick a black pebble and sacrifice herself in order to save her father from his debt and imprisonment. Take a moment to ponder over the story.

The above story is used with the hope that it will make us appreciate the difference between lateral and logical thinking. The girl's dilemma cannot be solved with traditional logical thinking. Think of the consequences if she chooses the above logical answers. What would you recommend to the Girl to do? Well, here is what she did....

The girl put her hand into the moneybag and drew out a pebble. Without looking at it, she fumbled and let it fall onto the pebble-strewn path where it immediately became lost among all the other pebbles. "Oh, how clumsy of me," she said. "But never mind, if you look into thebag for the one that is left, you will be able to tell which pebble I picked." Since the remaining pebble is black, it must be assumed that she had picked the white one. And since the money-lender dared not admit hisdishonesty, the girl changed what seemed an impossible situation into an extremely advantageous one.

MORAL OF THE STORY: Most complex problems do have a solution. It is only that we don'tattempt to think!

So, how was it?

2004-09-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

okay, i juz realise dat it's a month and 4 daes since i blogged. thanx to huijin who reminded mi... so to make up for it, i shall blog a long entry for dis time round.

so, life dis month was fun... had more than a week off sch... faced up and downs due to tests n of course de lack of sleep... enjoyed myself though

hm... @ de start of de month, we've got a great long hols due 2 national dae... but den time flies so i didnt realli rest... de fun part was viewing the fireworks!!! whee! so fun, sitting on de soft grass, blasting mi music n my slippers off mi foot!!! haha wat a shight.

next week we went for de Nanyang Lalent Night thingy. ok, so dat was lyk a terror. some terrible singers, standin n holdin on 2 de piano... cant stand dat n qh n i were lyk jokin abt dem. 'de man's too fat, need 2 hold on to de piano juz in case he rolls down stage', 'de lady's juz tryin 2 learn how 2 break de glass wif her singin'... muahahaha! okay, erm, ya, she wore dat long long white scarf n we were lyk saeing dat she's helpin de cleaners mop de floor. muahaha!

feelin realli hopeless abt de singin, we were sittin n yawnin in our seats. i slept for abt half n hour though. it was borin. de nice thing was, qh n i skipped de lady's irritatin singin n went out 2 see de fireworks!!! so fun! it went on 4 abt lyk 10 mins +... so nice, got so many different shapes lohx. mum should hav seen it she luvs dem but she didnt want 2 leave... haiz, so sad.

it wasnt dat bad after all cos dere was dis 2 pianist who played mi gz grade 5 exam piece dat was de best music to mi 4 de dae but dere was dis so cute performance put up by de nanyang kindergarden. so cute lohx. wearin ballet costumes n carryin de pom poms! de young guys carried de umbrellas n were lyk kindof poking de stage 2 get de music... so fun, dere's dis particular boy who was so excited dat he lifted his umbrella so high! muahahaha.

back 2 sch... front row n de seat beside mi emptied... ppl went 4 camps, enjoyed demselves n came back askin if i missed dem. haha, dey call mi every nite except mich n wans mi 2 miss dem, mich msged me though. somehow dey turned into lameos...

tests over, sickeningli difficult... flunk all of dem of course.

31st August's Mich b'dae

Happy 14th B'dae Mich!

May your dreams come true n all de best 4-eva.

smile alwaez!

i'm truly sorri abt de late prezzie.

fri's home econs was a mess. so erm, i'm sorri eemeng!!! i noe i made a mess of ur shirt. i'm willin to pay u wan. n i'm truly truly sorry abt makin u change de spag ingredients from pork 2 beef. i'm realli sorri. u should hav told mi dat u cant take beef. i've told mi mum abt dis whole incident, she agreed 2 giv mi money 2 buy u a new sch u. i'm truly sorry. :(

life's lyk a guinea pig i realise... nevamind, dat was juz a lame idea in my mind. so ya, lookin 4ward to hols n yea exams r juz round de corners. i've planned out my sep hols timetable. whoo!!! muahahaha! so erm, enjoy de hols 2 everyone. c ya!

2004-07-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

Lin Jun Jie SUX man! wat's de great due abt it when u get 2 sing in front of so many girls huh? so wat lohx. ppl havin some big tests u noe! how incooperative!!! we understand dere is a need 4 rehearsal but does dat mean dat u hav 2 blast dat terrible music of ur dat loud? wat kindof attitude. :(

wonder wat is so good abt singin in schs... waste our time, make me hav 2 stay back all de wae until lyk so late cos i need 2 go 4 another concert, summore oso sponsered by de sch... wat is dis. it's such a bad management lohx. can't understand y i hav 2 stink juz b'cos of dis nonsense. gggggrrrrrhhhhh! feel lyk screamin!

ok, guess wat now. I M DOWN WITH DIS TERRIBLE FLU!!! as expected. *sniff* oh god. i can't take it anemore. de library or de hall wateva is still puttin on de music. i can't take it!!! i'm havin a terrible headache now! how i wish i'll juz faint n will b @ home now, at least on dose comfortable bed of mine n perhaps i could hav gone 4 tuition. dose frenz n tchr is much betta den dis sufferings!!! HAIZ...!!!

2004-07-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

Shoot! thought todae got sewing class lohx. in the end it's s'pose 2 b theory. Haiz... make me waste my effort in going to buy felt cloth. anewae, de goody news is dat shirley wong didn't come!!! roxx it man. okok. so, no work lah. ppl spend time in class reading, play comp, tryin 2 rehearse choral nite stuff n yea, havin some quizzz on de board. sounds so bo liaoz... lolx. dis is gettin real boring.

Yips! ha, i found mi sch diary. thought i lost it cos couldn't find it yesterdae. blah blah.

fri got maths test. hope not so diff lox but dis kindof thing hen nan jiang one. pythagora's theorem, quadratics... oh my god.

our script is such a success i think cos veri cute. seems lyk our class jing zheng hen ji lie lohx. anewae we will jia you one. how i wish now's choral nite. feel lyk gettin over it so dat can go adelaine. sounded so interestin 2 mi after lookin through dose pics. haiz... guess i juz hav 2 work hard 4 now... :)

2004-07-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo sleepy now!!! Only managed 2 catch 4 and a half hours of sleep... haiz... life's so tough in ny, can't help it. aneway, i think it's really not worth it now. HE also must put in so much effort, yet the grades that come out are like so terribly low!?!? bahz...

*Yawn loudly* oops! now see what i mean?!?! ok and later, i've got 2 go down 2 chinatown 2 buy cloth for HE sewing. I know we are goin 2 become women but do they hav to torture us like that? i'm feelin terribly sick now! AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

haven't even started on the hist wb. zhen me ban? Haiz... how come she so kong xian one arh? i realli wonder... bahz. gtg start hist hw liaoz... zzz...

2004-07-24T11:45:00.000+08:00

bahz! This is terrible. Raining so heavily today, my plastic bag got so wet! lucky costume never get wet. Haiz! i really need luck cause i am like not exactly ready for performance... score memorising is stressful you know... haha now qh sitting beside me, as busy as a beeee. doing her don't know what lame chinese homework. muahahaha! i'm bored. wanted to do HE newsletter but cannot cause this sort of lousy computer does not even have the software!!! sick! ok, so long... must jia you for the 2 performances :)

2004-07-21T18:28:00.000+08:00

I'm tired!!! Solar car race just finished a few minutes ago. Was not exactly fun sia... Haiz... 207 won instead of 203. thought they would win somehow cause i heard they did change the motor. besides, they also did quite well in the heats rounds. ok, i can't be biased cause i've got friends in both classes. 207 was good too except that they had to push the car more often... never mind. it's all over. it's a good experience i think. i'm thinking of doing it as a project work next year. i've got some advantages muahahaha... hey! maybe the rocket one would be better. Much more fun and still can get wet. muahahahahaha.... :)