Wednesday, March 30, 2005
daes' been realli havoc dese daes.. haiz.. last wk was a total disaster! gosh, haiz.. come to think of it now, i totalli kindof give up le cos i've not been dowin my wrk earli in de morning.. slack too much i guess n de comp's such a big distraction! haiz.. one fine dae i'm gonna lock dis up. oh yea.. ritez..so nygz concert was a disaster.. seriousli 2 sae, i realli thought dere was dis total split in nygz.. esp de vast diff between sec 3s wif sec 4s compared 2 de sec 2s.. haiz.. it's a total big gap. juz thought i saw de big diff lyk in terms of attitude behaviour, personalities.. de cca's lyk lack of team spirit now lohx. haiz.. yea, juz hope if ane juniors chance across dis, dey might wanna do some reflection realli. it's dam saddening 2 make dis comment.. yea ritez..concert's over, my daes in ny r gone. although concert wasnt dat up 2 standard, i hope ppl do jia you cos it doesnt mean dat it's over. gals, do jia you for syf. xiang yun is a realli nice song..so life's lyk dat, on concert dae itself.. marilyn & jieying got told off.. cried. i got too stress n seeing from an outsider's point of view.. i saw de diff n thought one dae nygz's gonna b gone. i broke down. starting from scratch is so diff so yea, gals, u can do it. strive 4 de best n yea, rmb ur seniors' words & passion. yupz..haiz.. sat got exam 2 sit 4.. it's chinese! gosh. de prac pp r lyk dam diff lahx. no choice.. dad wan me 2 go.. but i'll be goin back NY.. dat's a nice visit.. haha. finalli i'm smiling. guess my wounds hav healed. haha.. n my piggy counsellor's back to speaking terms? wadeva.. dis is de deep down secret in me. haha :)oh n yea! HAPPY B'DAE ENQIN! WARM WELCOME 2 SOMP!! yea! somp blog's gonna b up soonz n de board's already up in class! whee!gtg.. some meeting, last min.. @ least can skip cca a bit.. cca's kinda boring now cos pia-ing syf.. i'm de youngest enterin dis yr for gz.. whee! yea!
wandering aroundalone
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
daes r going by dam fast.. nj's life's lyk 5 wks so far when 1 term's gone.. i'm beginnin 2 agree dat hols r juz another reason y tchrs gif us hw.. 1 subj 1 & i'm dyin.. haiz.. guess i shouldnt b here @ de moment.. but, come 2 think of it, dis is kindof a short break.. my eyes r droopin but i've got a space science concept map to rush.. cant imagine how am i s'pose to squeeze in 5 pgs wrd doc wif font arial 10 into an A3 drawing block.. summore de tchr's kindof crazi.. wans it by 10 tmr. gosh! haiz.. dat's life in a jc? mayb..so dis hol is crashed wif wrk n rehearsals.. concert comin in 8 daes! plus syf.. it's runnin out of time! de bomb's gonna explode! mon had cca n some crazi pilot test by MOE.. sat 4 de eng pp.. probabli done well if it was nxt door's maths pp.. but whu cares.. if dat's used 2 see our standards, i'll rather close my eyes 2 do it. haha.. tues' burnt cos got cca.. todae, nth 2 do but was stuck @ home wif MA1102 wrk.. so tough.. dat's a no-no. so now pia-ing space science lahx. hope 2 sleep @ one.. so i'm gonna jia you! thurs' devoted 2 rehearsals again.. fri's off n pia-ing or wrk again.. loads undone so far.. need do more research on inverse variations.. luckili NY taught it last yr so not so bad.. haha.. sat should b down wif rehearsals again n sun is emergency dae.. completion of hols wrk n xtra xtra prep 4 nxt term.. cant afford 2 do badli again.. *rmb dose long term goals* haiz.. i've got faith in myself.. hahaso recentli, found my long lost fwen.. made him my counsellor n my smses went up.. tokin too much le.. mus cut down on dat.. ritez, on n I LUV MY COUNSELLORS! YEA! dat was EMAL (learnt dis from qh).. yea, n i've been tryin so hard 2 manage my blog.. wanted 2 change de skin, in de end loads of prob came up n i lost all my fwen's links! so now.. de links r lyk all ny friends.. lost all pri sch fwen's one! double sobs! n my tagboard code! argh! mus go look it up again! haiz.. i'm realli lousy in dis i admit. so now.. haiz.. contd 2 do wrk le. may everybody b happi eveydae 4eva. luv ya! :)
wandering aroundalone
Monday, March 07, 2005
whee! exams are finalli over.. budden still cannot slack cos still got loads of essays! juz finished one lyk todae n last min lohx.. sacrificed my lunch 4 it n i onli ate biscuits.. haiz! yesterdae went to Bingxin's house.. her mum's so nice, bought so much food 4 us.. Abel's so hardworking.. completed de whole email himself.. actualli Bingxin & i oso got help lahx.. we did de front lohx.. juz dat he go paraphrase it.. haha! kk, so we ate porridge 4 lunch n Bingxin showed me her rabbits.. so cute! Abel was so scared.. dun even wan 2 c.. haha! got so mani & so big summore! so nice! :) haiz.. i failed bio.. by 1, 1 pathetic mark! AHAHAHAH! dat is so depressin n gals in my class do well 4 bio! i dun understand.. i hate bio! chem's much betta! i got 18/25.. same as de pro guy beside me.. actualli not exactli lahx.. should sae 1 less mark.. haha, wadeva.. juz cant b bothered. :)sat went back 2 ny, got so pissed off cos i woke up late den reach dere saw dem sittin around chattin awae! grh! but neva mind.. yea! concert's comin but ticket sales' been bad! haiz.. dun understand y's everyone goin against NYGZ.. wat's wrong as an independant CCA? so bad lohx.. haiz! so now.. i've got 2 pia thanx 2 both my nj n ny seniors.. mus finish memorisin score 4 ny performance by nxt wk n lao shi's tryin 2 make me switch from part 2 to 1 for fei tian.. gosh lahx! it's lyk how long do we hav till syf! it's practicalli less den a month & a half or so.. wat de freak!recentli.. been tokin 2 dis pig.. he's slow lyk a tortoise n i dunno wat went wrong up his head or something.. he's lyk everything dunno.. tell him abt socratic seminar, he saes stop bombin him wif big wrds.. weird. ny ppl oso noe n yet from gd sch oso dunno.. lalala.. i'm tryin 2 make dis person feel intimidated cos he somehow crapped abt me n qh.. haiz.. tmr meetin him cos he lost his maths textbk.. hahahaha! it's so funni.. actualli not lahx, juz dun wan him 2 waste money.. nowadaes bks we use r so ex! gosh! haiz.. so we've been crappin a lot lateli n i'm swear i will cut down de msgs' sent cos i've lost track! dat's a realli terrible thing! haiz..n so.. i miss ny a lot esp NYGZ.. de story of dem's abt 2 end.. guess i've got 2 realli treasure dem.. *sobs!* jia you 4 concert k! let de memories soar.. i miss u gals n thanx seniors who were realli nice 2 mi when i needed so much help! as 4 juniors.. all de best! sec 2s, enjoy n treasure ur class cos sec 3s gonna b tough n u gals would b splitted up.. do stay in contact wif 1 another though! sec 1s.. erps.. dunno u gals well but if u happen 2 chance across dis blog.. i juz wanna tell u gals 2 treasure de life in ny, de ppl r nice n understandin, if u've got a prob, juz approach ur seniors or can tok 2 mi.. i'm a nice person! hahaha! i'm so proud of myself!!! 4 my close sec 4 mates.. it's de last yr seeing u gals around.. thanx 4 bein part of my life.. i may not be a realli gd junior but i wanna thanx u ppl 4 bein so kind n selfless.. & lastli my dearest dearest sec 3 buddies! i guess we've gone through loads.. i'll alwaez rmb dat we had de smallest no. of ppl around de whole grp n dat becos of dat we've got realli great bondin.. i miss u gals de most.. thanx so much for bein dere 4 mi n yea.. de memories of how we started out as strangers to best buddies will alwaez linger.. thanx.kk, tok too much liaoz.. n oh! happi earli 15th b'dae to ABEL! n congrats in enterin SOMP! SOMP rox n will alwaez rawk on 4 de yr 2005! yea! *strictli for 15 yr olds! haha! :)**yawnz! nitez n sleep tight.. sweet dreams! dun fall off de bed.. haha!
wandering aroundalone
